Most of my days aren’t sad anymore. There are moments, but each day is getting better. I still tire very easily, and I wonder what it will be like when I go back to work. There are moments when I forget that I’m not pregnant, I’ll see some baby product online and click on it to learn more, only to realize that I don’t need it. I feel pains in my abdomen and for a brief moment wonder if it’s the baby, but then I remember that it can’t be. And yes those moments are sad, but they aren’t constant and they aren’t overwhelming.
We’ve gotten letters in the mail, kind messages, and emails, meals and snacks, and many words of encouragement that I truly believe have helped the healing process along faster than it would have otherwise been. Thank you!