I’m not even sure what to write tonight. My thoughts are jumbled and my emotions are all over the place. My visit with Dad today went pretty well. Compared to a few days ago, he has made great strides, but there are a lot of unanswered questions and no solid answers as to the near future, so I guess we are in a holding pattern. It’s a difficult place to be, and it’s easy to get anxious and unsettled. I find myself daily having to relinquish control and choosing to trust God through a situation I can’t understand, I can’t see the end of, and I can not fix myself.

This evening Tim gave me a much needed break by taking the kids to the shop and working on the long expected bunk bed. I came home, watched a movie, took a long bath, and spent time with a book. After two weeks of difficult hospital visits, it was nice to have alone time.